Can't change the way I feel♥

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Its My Life. ♥

♥Friday, August 13, 2010

Before you read this I need to tell you, this post is not aimed in anyone in particular. And it may be a little deppressing or something like that, so if you still want to read be my guest...
I've tried my best, but I guess it just wasn't good enough. Why do I always have this feeling that everyone hates me, am I so horrible that even I dislike myself? This has been such a horrendous year, nothing has gone right.. I do not know how many times I have thought ' Is life still worth living?' This question has always been at the back of my mind...
Been having mood swings, I could be happy one moment, and the next feel like my world is crashing down on me, I get angry and frustrated so often. Even the slightest chitter chatter from some people could drive me mad. What is wrong with me. But there are a few people, even the most unexpected people, who will always somehow manage to make me smile and feel happy, even if it was for a short period of time. Gotta thank them.
Is this really how people think of me? Am I really that unpleasant to be around or is it all in my head? I wish I could see myself from other people's point of view, then I would truly know what I am like..I hope I feel better sooner or later, because I really cannot live like this. They don't really care about me do they? I know, I must not be worth very much.. Not worth the time.
I need time to relax, don't bother about me. Don't let me ruin your day, I know other people may have their problems too. Let me ask, do you hate me too?

love, Jeanette ♥ 9:02:00 AM;

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